And my second post was a killer, too

Entitled "A Bit of Melancholy" I was in the midst of a three or four month fling with a half Thai/Chinese girl at work that I should not have been- I adored her but didn't love her- I was still sleeping with my ex at that point, too- from Halifax... and this German girl called Inge... God- the things we do to ourselves emotionally sometimes...

**short IM with someone I'm dating**
Tenacious J: we have the most bizarre IM conversations...
I'm flying to the moon & back: what makes you say that?
Tenacious J: they are way more bizarre than our actual conversations
I'm flying to the moon & back: we don't talk much when we're together
Tenacious J: how does that make you feel?
I'm flying to the moon & back: LOL I think we're too busy groping each other
Tenacious J: :) no, seriously
I'm flying to the moon & back: I'm not good talking about my feelings :)
Tenacious J: I am when I want to...

God- suddenly I'm depressed...

Yeah, ditto.